Is this the moment where I look you in the eye? Forgive my broken promise that you'll never see me cry And everything, it will surely change even if I tell you I won't go away today Will you think that you're all alone When no one's there to hold your hand? And all you know seems so far away and everything is temporary rest your head I'm permanent
I know he's living in hell every single day And so I ask "oh God is there some way for me to take his place" And when they say it's all touch and go I wish I could make it go away But still you say "Will you think that you're all alone when no one's there to hold your hand? When all you know seems so far away and everything is temporary, rest your head I'm permanent I'm permanent"
Is the moment where I look you in the eye? Forgive my promise that you'll never see me cry
I.... don't think i had this moment with my grandfather... so here
HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO MY LATE GRANDFATHER, LORENZO who's one of the major reasons why i persevere in life
this has been quite a week... and it's only wednesday! omg >.>
first the whole thing with this person (see previous entry)
then a fight with the parental unit... kind of a fight... she did most of the aggressive parts haha
then because of number 2 i didnt have a ride today and had to wait 3 hours with no lunch for a ride and guess what? it rained. not drizzle, not weak, warm rain... i mean RAIN! with gusts of wind and huge raindrops
then a i get a lecture from the stepdad. which was hypocritical in his part by the way but i couldnt escape it because i was stuck in the car with him.
geeez. i need some sunshine for this week. please?
i prayed for an answer about something the other night. i specifically said, "please don't give me signs. i don't believe in them. please give a straight answer so i wont misunderstand."
and that's exactly what happened. last night i got the answer to my question. an exact answer. it was a negative answer; an answer i didnt expect and didnt want to hear. but at least now i know: it's never going to happen.
i guess it's good that i found out this early (before anything happened) that he's kind of shallow. that's mean i shouldnt say that... he's a good friend. but that is what he seems.
technically i have nothing to be upset about. we were never together.
it took me awhile to realize this... actually it took me a good 80mph drive down the highway to figure all this out. and guess what.... i'm perfectly ok. i'm over it because i shouldnt have been upset about it in the first place.
Cos I got time while [he] got freedom Cos when a heart breaks no it don't break even
[Hir] best days will be some of my worst
While I'm wide awake [he's] no trouble sleeping Cos when a heart breaks no it don't breakeven
What am I suppose to do when the best part of me was always you What am I suppose to say when I'm all choked up and your ok I'm falling to pieces I'm falling to pieces
They say bad things happen for a reason But not wise words gonna stop the bleeding Cos [he's] moved on while I'm still grieving Cos when a heart breaks no it don't breakeven
What am I suppose to do when the best part of me was always you What am I suppose to say when I'm all choked up and your ok I'm falling to pieces I'm falling to pieces (One still in love while the other ones leaving Cos when a heart breaks no it don't breakeven)
Now I'm tryna make sense of what little remains Cos you left me with no love, no love to my name.
I'm still alive but I'm barely breathing
Cos I got time while [he] got freedom Cos when a heart breaks no it don't break even
What am I gonna do when the best part of me was always you What am I suppose to say when I'm all choked up and your ok I'm falling to pieces I'm falling to pieces
(One still in love while the other ones leaving Cos when a heart breaks no it don't breakeven)
-- the script
i hate it when lyrics get things right. like this one almost did (took some lines out)
maybe not. just teasing. chances are, you already know what there is to spoil before u even see anything.
half blood prince was my favorite out of the series, and it's movie counterpart proved to be just as amazing. yep, hbp is now also my favorite movie of the series..... that is to say, thus far.
despite major deviations and the fact that some of the "gasp-worthy" parts of the book were reduced to something just a skim above anti-climactic.... it was still freaking awesome. david yates (hbp director) is genius! it was funny and serious at all the right moments.
and dumbledore... well he just seems so much cooler.... so much more heroic than i imagined him. and snape... well for now, let's say snape has become my new favorite villain..... for now. idk why but something about this movie made him awesome haha.
this is the end of my harry potter rant. thanks. lol
postscript: i should have written this last night. i actually had stuff to say other than cool and awesome haha ... i cant remember now
